Depression use to be my friend

As I sit back and think on how far I've come and still have a lot to go but when I think about how God has bought me through, all I can say is thank you! Now don't get me wrong I still have moment when I feel like the world is against me but I don't turn to food anymore ( Ben & Jerry) I could have sworn I was in a relationship with the both of them ( LOL). But now I turn to prayer!
Going through the divorce was the easy part, it was the marriage that was the depressing part. The first 6 months was great,then after it went to hell! But going through it all I'm a better person. Now I could give you all the details on my personal heart ache but I'm not! But realize I've been through it all, so use your imagination.
I realize you must have a test to have a testimony; Yes we all have depressing story, some worst than others but you must grow and move on, cause while your walking around sad and lonely they are doing the opposite! It took me a long time to understand that, but prayer is the answer to all the situations you going through. Now reading an understanding the word ( Bible) is awesome, I can only tell you the great things God is doing in my life, you must try Him for yourself and your depression will leave! Now bad and sad time will happen but handling the problem will be different once you understand there is a reason to the madness! ( test to have a testimony)
Depression is No Longer my Friend!

A New Beginning!

Hello, I'm so excited to have my own blog, which isn't that hard to do but didn't have the mind set to do it until now! This blog is to really help me and maybe help someone else. These are just my thoughts and you don't have to agree with it but have a open mind on anything I talk about. Yes sometimes I will wig out on someone or something but I can only be me. So I hope you enjoy the ride to UPGRADE your thoughts!
This year I turn 40! Yes the Big 40, I don't feel different but I have a lot of confident which I didn't have before. I say what on my mind and that might not be a good thing (laughing) but I do. If I see a guy I like, I let HIM know. Now don't get me wrong I'm very old fashion an I like a guy to approach me but it doesn't always happen that way. I've been single for awhile, I was in a relationship for a long time an it ended, for reason I sometime don't understand but it is what it is! I thought a man wanted a go getter? Make the money an also take care of home? That's a whole other subject we will touch on later. But I know God will answer my Prayers, to find that one true Love that Love me for all the craziness I Am! So to all my independent women that is Looking for True Love, LET THE HUNT BEGAN!